I usually post about my ED but right now I suppose I'm more caught up in the weight of my heart. I met this guy 3 years ago but we began dating around the 4th of July. We started out be really really good friends. I believe we sometimes see someone and want there to be a connection so badly that we sort of make it happen but tell ourselves it was natural. This guy (we'll call him Tom)is a bit older than me and wasn't my ideal kind of guy at first but he became my total buddy. Our relationship was based on trust and respect and on a smaller level still is. Though at the begining I did notice that he only had one friend (besides me)that consisted of 95% of his social life and it had probably been that way for a while. In the back of my mind I kept wondering if the way he at times seemed to be...I guess obsessed it to strong of a word but I would wonder if I was mostly a ticket out of his loneliness but how could I find that out for sure? Anyways about 2 months later he became more comfortable in letting his temper tantrums/way to gain control show. When he would do something I disagreed with and I would say it would try to always get really mad at any tiny thing I disagreed with and try to intimidate me into biting my tongue when I felt he wasn't treating me right or I disagreed. He does this every time we are together. Sometimes he'll drag it out but it seems when he has something to gain than he cuts it short.Though he shows that he has a lot of love for me. I know your probably thinking yeah you just want to believe that but I could tell that he wasn't faking how strongly he felt towards me by the people closest to him. If he really cherishes me why the tantrums that pulls us apart? How can someone do both to someone? Is it b/c he knows I'll keep coming back? Which I think is a strong possibility but if that is the case I still don't get it. I was curious what other people thought about the situation.
1. What is your favorite color?green 2. What is your favorite type of music? Give examples, not just the type.--punk/pop, um blink,fob,tbs,the used,matchbook romance,midtown 3. What is your favorite place to be? And why?friends house , love to get outta the house 4. What's your favorite food? spagetti 5. What hair color do you prefer?dont really matter, whatever floats your boat 6. Who is your favorite person? Why?adam lazzar, because i absoultely adore him :)
1. Abortion?do what ever you want 2. War?whatever is best 3. Gay marraige?should not be aloud.sorry dont like gays/lesbians.really agaisnt that.
1. Do you like yourself?um sure 2. What would you rate yourself on a rate of 1-10? dont rate myself. 3. Do you think you are popular? Why or why not?with the people i hang around yes 4. What would you change about yourself?eh nothing.